Judaism prt 4

As I moved forward in my investigation, I was equipped with an obvious yet often overlooked understanding that I’d gathered anecdotally from my Jewish friends. The Jews are called “Jews” because they are the descendents of Judah.

Judah was the fourth son of Jacob. His mother was Leah. Leah received her husband by the deception of her father and Jacob did not love her as much as he loved her sister, Rachel.

Then Jacob also went in to Rachel, and he also loved Rachel more than Leah. And he served with Laban still another seven years. When the Lord saw that Leah was unloved, He opened her womb; but Rachel was barren. So Leah conceived and bore a son, and she called his name Reuben; for she said, “The Lord has surely looked on my affliction. Now therefore, my husband will love me.” Genesis 29:30-32

God, in his compassion for the unloved, allowed her to conceive and bear a number of sons and one daughter. While a couple of those sons were born by her handmaiden, Zilpah, the first 4 were directly from her own womb, plus three more after Zilpah bore two.

Judah, or Yahudah in Hebrew, means “praise” because she was able to praise God despite her husband’s lack of love toward her after giving birth to him. Even though she knew that God continuously showed love and compassion for her in her plight, she was still consumed by jealousy of her sister and the fear of being beneath her. Leah is described as having “nice eyes.” By contrast, Rachel was extremely beautiful. The narrative implies that Leah was placed below Rachel in the eyes of her family. In fact, she was led to believe that the only way she could possibly obtain a husband was through deceit. Personally, I feel that Leah carried deep emotional scars of rejection and believed that her worth hinged solely on her ability to bear children, sons, in particular. So while she was able to praise God after He opened her womb, she still lived in constant fear of losing what significance she had acquired through childbirth. In addition, though the scripture does not specifically mention it, we can see that Leah’s jealousy and insecurities may have been passed down to her children. All we have to do is look at their treatment of Joseph, Rachel’s son. They treated Joseph badly even before he started having his prophetic dreams. Of course, Jacob did not help the situation by his blatant favoring and spoiling of Joseph. Even Rachel’s “adopted” sons (born through her handmaiden Bilhah) despised him for Jacob had made Joseph a supervisor over all his brothers.

Furthermore, when Joseph was about seventeen, he started to have dreams that symbolized his family bowing down to him and did not hesitate from sharing! One day, after the dreams began, he was sent to “check up” on his brothers and bring back a report of their business to his father. I have to say one thing here, the text insinuates that the sons of Jacob must have been in the habit of not obeying their father’s commands if Jacob found it necessary to appoint someone to keep a check on them in the first place.

Anyway, all of his brothers were together (where they shouldn’t have been) and when they saw him coming, they plotted his death. Well, all except Reuben, that is.

Now when they saw him afar off, they conspired against him to kill him. Then they said to one another, ”Look, this dreamer is coming!” “Come, therefore, let us now kill him and cast him some pit: and we shall say,’ some wild beast has devoured him.’ We shall see what will become of his dreams!” But when Reuben heard it, and he delivered him out of their hands, and said, “Let us not kill him.” And Reuben said to them, “Shed no blood, but cast him into this pit which is in the wilderness, and do not lay a hand on him” that he might deliver him out of their hands and bring him back to his father. Genesis 37:18-22.  

As the eldest, Reuben is clearly the most morally responsible out of the bunch and tried to talk the other brothers out of their desire to commit this murder. At first, he is only able to postpone the act.

They ripped his many-colored coat from him, a gift from his father and threw him in a hole. An old Hebrew commentary provides some fascinating information about this coat. 

“People have often wondered why a trifle like this gaudy garment should have provoked the murderous hatred of all the brethren. We now know from the painted Tombs of the Bene Hassein in Egypt that, in the Patriarchal age, Semitic chiefs wore coats of many colours as insignia of rulership. Joseph had made himself disliked by his brothers for reporting on them; and Jacob, in giving him a coat of colours, marked him for the chieftanship of the tribes at his father’s death. Add to this the lad’s vanity in telling his dreams, and the rage of the brethren becomes intelligible, This sign of rulership and royalty was still in use in the household of King David, as seen from 2nd Samuel 13, 18, though the chronicler must explain this strange fashion in dress. The fact that in the Joseph story no such explanatory gloss is given is proof of the antiquity of the narrative. When it was first written its implications were perfectly intelligible (M.G.Kyle).

So, according to this historical commentary, by giving Joseph the coat, Jacob/Israel had already set him up to rule over his brothers.

The situation becomes more disturbing when we learn that there is no water in the pit where they throw him in. This hole in the ground is actually a cistern, a common device used by indigenous peoples to catch the winter rains. Quite often when they are found empty of water, late into the summer, they are not truly empty, as scorpions and snakes will have likely taken up residence there. Perhaps this could be one reason that Joseph cries out so much and so loudly in the account. 

It’s also thought that the brothers motivation involved leaving him there to die of thirst, starvation, and the stings and bites of whatever creatures might have been down in the pit with him.  

While Rueben is off planning Joseph’s rescue, the remaining brothers sit around eating and discussing what to do with their “dreamer” of a brother. Suddenly, in the distance, they spot a caravan travelling toward Egypt. It’s then that Judah comes up with the final plan. They will not murder their brother. Rather, they will sell him. 

Some time later, we find Joseph in an Egyptian prison where he meets up with Pharaohs’ butler and baker. These men both had interesting dreams and Joseph provides interpretations which eventually, turn out to be true. He only requests that they remember him when they are retuned to the king’s court. During this encounter, he mentions that he had been “stolen away” from his family and home. This comment has led some commentators to believe that the brothers actually didn’t get the chance carry out their plan because, as the scripture shows, some Midianites were travelling by the cistern where Joseph was imprisoned, they heard his cries, stopped, pulled him up, and they sold him.

Years later, after Joseph’s rise to power during a great famine, the brothers return home from a voyage to Egypt in search of food. They explain to their father that they were ordered (by Joseph who they do not recognize) to return and Benjamin with them the next time they went or they would not be given any more food. Keep in mind, at this point, Simeon is being held in an Egyptian prison to ensure their return. To reassure their father, Reuben even offers to forfeit the lives of his own two sons if Benjamin is not returned safely home, but Jacob refuses to even consider the idea of Benjamin going anywhere.

However, when the time came that they had to go back to Egypt for more food it was Judah who did the talking. He reminds his father of the words of the “lord of the land” to bring back their youngest brother. Judah takes full responsibility and makes “surety” for Benjamin. This means that Judah will become Benjamin’s ultimate protector and if anything should happen to the youngest brother, Judah’s very life could be forfeit. At the very least, he will be obligated to carry the burden of blame for the rest of his life. Jacob finally gives in and allows Judah to take responsibility for the boy. Later, when “the lord of the land,” i.e. Joseph, plots to keep his younger brother with him while he sends the rest home to bring back their father, Judah begs him for his brother and offers himself in his place. By making this offer, he, in essence, has “redeemed” himself of past deeds toward Joseph.

In my studies on Judah, I have come to the conclusion that while he makes a lot of bad decisions, he does eventually take responsibility for them, albeit grudgingly. Most people are aware that God fully intended, from the very beginning, to establish the throne of Israel from Judah’s lineage, as He later promised that David would continue. However, I do not see anywhere in scripture where God made a “pure” Israelite race a condition of that promise.

We can also conclude, based on scriptural and historical context alone, that neither Judah nor his descendants after him, for many generations at least, were ever referred to as “Jews.” More on this next time… Until then, continue to pray for truth.  


Judaism prt 3

Now, let’s get back to Jacob’s story. Curiously, the next time we see him, he’s making a stew. Now Jacob cooked a stew; and Esau came in from the field, and he was weary. And Esau said to Jacob, “Please feed me with that same red stew, for I am weary.” Therefore his name was called Edom. But Jacob said, “Sell me your birthright as of this day.” And Esau said, “Look, I am about to die; so what is this birthright to me?” Then Jacob said, “Swear to me as of this day.” So he swore to him and sold his birthright to Jacob. And Jacob gave Esau bread and stew of lentils; then he ate and drank, arose and went his way. Thus Esau despised his birthright. (Genesis 25:29-34)

This interaction is the first of two incidents that earns Jacob the reputation of being “a dirty, sneaky thief,” but is this characterization altogether accurate or fair? As is so often the case, when we dig deeper into the cultural context of scripture, things get a little more interesting and complex.

According to some sources, in ancient times, it was tradition that when a particular individual died, the eldest, second generation relative made a special red stew of mourning for the closest direct relative of the deceased. The direct relative could be a parent, sibling, child, or spouse, with the second generation relative being a cousin, niece/nephew, or child. In this particular instance, it is thought that Abraham is the recently deceased. Therefore, it should have been Esau’s responsibility to make the stew for his father, Isaac. However, it appears that Esau could not be bothered with this task. He stayed away all day “in the field” and as soon as he had eaten, he left once again. The story says that he did not even pay his respects to his father at all. Jacob, who loved his father and was always trying to gain his approval, made the stew, but as he was not the firstborn, he could not bring it to him. So when Esau showed up wanting some of the stew, Jacob saw his opportunity to gain the ability to honor his father by serving him this special stew. That is why it is said that Esau “despised his birthright” because he could not be bothered to honor his father nor his grandfather, and he gave it up easily for a bowl of soup.

Of course the evidence supporting this scenario is merely circumstantial and, naturally there are “nay-sayers.” These skeptics claim that the Jewish Rabbis invented the tradition in order to paint Jacob in a better light. That certainly could be true, but let’s take a quick look at this circumstantial evidence and you can decide for yourself.

First, we need to determine if Abraham could have truly died around this time. The Scripture shows that Abraham was 175 years old when he died. He was 100 years old when his son, Isaac was born. Isaac was 60 years old when the twin brothers, Jacob and Esau were born. So with a little simple subtraction (175-100-60=15) we are left with the possibility that Esau and Jacob were 15 years old when Abraham died, making this story plausible where age is concerned.  

But what about the subject of the stew itself?  According to scripture, it was a lentil stew (Genesis 25:34), and it was red (Genesis 25:30).  If you research the main staples in the diet of those living in Canaan during this time period, you will discover that lentils were common and readily available. However, some contend that the lentils used for this particular stew are unique to the stew of mourning, the detail of its distinct red color being the most compelling evidence. Of course, it’s not possible to prove whether this dish was intended to be “Jacob’s stew of mourning” based solely on the text and the specific color of dish, but it is a compelling possibility nevertheless. 

Now, I would like to address one point from the second notable interaction between the brothers, which further contributes to the breakdown of their relationship.

Now Rebekah was listening when Isaac spoke to Esau his son. And Esau went to the field to hunt game and to bring it. So Rebekah spoke to Jacob her son, saying, “Indeed I heard your father speak to Esau your brother saying, ‘Bring me game and make a savory food for me, that I may eat it and bless you in the presence of the Lord before my death.’ “Now therefore, my son, obey my voice according to what I command you…”

Genesis 27:5-8

Notice that it was not Jacob’s idea to carry out this plan. He (although approximately 40 years old by now) was only doing as his mother “commanded.” His ultimate guilt or innocence in this scheme is not the issue. However, the fact that he did not personally concoct the plan is worth considering. He even points out an obvious flaw in the plan his mother has devised.

And Jacob said to Rebekah his mother, ”Look, Esau my brother is a hairy man, and I am a smooth-skinned man. Perhaps my father will feel me, and I shall seem to be a deceiver to him; and I shall bring a curse on myself and not a blessing” Genesis 27:11-12. 

Just an interesting side note: 

Just as Adam was WITH Eve when the serpent “beguiled” her and she ate of the fruit,  Jacob still bears the consequence of his role in this deception. the consequence being that Jacob was later deceived by Laban…many times over.  Finally, we will move onward to the most significant moment of Jacob’s life as it pertains to this study.

Then Jacob was left alone; and a man wrestled with him until the breaking of the day. When He saw that He did not prevail against him, He touched the socket of his hip; and the socket of Jacob’s hip was out of joint as He wrestled him. He said to him, “Let me go, for the day breaks.” But he said, “I will not let You go unless You bless me!” So He said to him, “What is your name?” He said, “Jacob.” And He said, “Your name shall no longer be called Jacob, but Israel; for you have struggled with God and with men, and have prevailed.” Then Jacob asked, saying, “Tell me Your name, I pray.” And He said, “Why is it that you ask about My name?” And He blessed him there. So Jacob called the name of the place Peniel: “For I have seen God face to face, and my life is preserved.”

There is so much more to explore in the life of Jacob and I encourage you to do so, but how is this brief overview of Jacob’s life relevant to the broader subject of Judaism in general? To answer that, let’s summarize what we have covered so far up to this point in our research: The Hebrews in the man, Abram, “crossed over” the river to come to the place known as Canaan. They are then expanded into Israel in the person of Jacob who “wrestled with God and man and prevailed.”

The conclusion here is similar to what we determined previously regarding the Hebrews: All Jews, whether natural descendants or adopted in, are Israelites, but not all Israelites are Jews. As we continue this investigation, may God bless you all with peace in His truth.

Judaism prt 2

Last time I briefly touched on the next big historical step for God’s people, accomplished through Jacob. Now, I want to dig a little deeper into his significance. 

I once heard a bible teacher say that the name Jacob meant “dirty, sneaky thief” and how God transformed him from that persona into the father of the nation of Israel. Well, that’s not exactly true. So what does the name “Jacob” really mean? Well, the Hebrew name “Ya’aqov” transliterated as “Jacob” simply means, “holder of the heel.” Some have even claimed that it means “supplanter.” It is possible that the latter meaning was developed, either by his mother who had received a prophecy regarding her sons, or simply inserted  by bible scholars after the fact. No one knows for sure.

We begin the story of Jacob’s history in Genesis 25:21 “Now Isaac pleaded with the Lord for his wife, because she was barren: and the Lord granted him his plea, and Rebekah his wife conceived.” At this point Isaac’s mother has already died and his father Abraham had remarried and continued to have more sons. It’s possible that Isaac was feeling the pressure to produce an heir because of the covenant God made with Abraham, but regardless, he was desperate and cried out to the Father, petitioning Him to open Rebekah’s womb. As most are already aware, the Father answered Jacob’s cry. 

The aforementioned prophecy received by Rebekah is brought out in verses 22 and 23: But the children struggled together within her; and she said, “If all is well, why am I like this?” So she went to inquire of the Lord. And the Lord said to her: “Two nations are in your womb, Two peoples shall be separated from your body; One people shall be stronger than the other, And the older shall serve the younger.”

I want to pause briefly and explain an important fact. Before Abraham, there was not a “set apart” people. There were certain individuals, such as Noah, who were “selected” by God for a “set apart” life, but an entire group of “set apart” people was unprecedented. Abraham was the first Hebrew and he was chosen by God to be the first of a new group of people. Through Abraham, God created a new nation that was divided out from the rest of humanity to be His. “And I will establish My covenant between Me and you and your descendents after you in their generations, for an everlasting covenant, to be God to you and your descendents after you.” Genesis 17:8

Abraham’s sons, Ishmael and then Isaac were the first people to be born Hebrews. I know many would disagree with me on this, but the fact is that Abraham, the physical father of Ishmael, was a Hebrew, thus making Ishmael a Hebrew also. The Scriptures show that God did not “select” Ishmael to carry on the bloodline and was sent away to be the father of another nation. God did not completely abandon him, but it was not through him that the covenants were to be passed.

The covenants are not only about promises established through Abraham’s physical descendants. There are spiritual promises as well. God is sovereign and He chooses whomever He desires to carry on the legacy of the covenants. While the firstborn son traditionally gets a double portion of the inheritance and is always expected to carry on the bloodline, God does not always follow this pattern. Here are just a few examples for you to check out: Ishmael and Isaac-Genesis 17:19; Esau and Jacob-Genesis 25:23; Reuben and Joseph-Genesis 37:5; Manasseh and Ephraim-Genesis 48:14. Let me reiterate that God is not just selecting a bloodline, but choosing through whom the spiritual covenant blessings will pass to as well. While the others (like Ishmael and Manasseh) are still Hebrew, by birth, they are not God’s chosen line in which these blessings will continue.

Let’s pick up back up at the beginning of Jabob’s story. Genesis 25:24-26a So when her days were fulfilled for her to give birth, indeed there were twins in her womb. And the first came out red. He was like a hairy garment all over, so they called his name Esau(hairy or rough). Afterward his brother came out, and his hand took hold of Esau’s heel; so his name was called Jacob (holder of the heel).

Jump, now, down to verse 27: So the boys grew. And Esau was a skillful hunter, a man of the field; but Jacob was a mild man, dwelling in tents. Much of what I have read about Esau is that, basically, he was loud, obnoxious, rude, and crude. He was said to be self-centered and a braggart. It is also noted that he did not hunt purely for sustenance, but that he hunted for sport and it was the kill that he loved most of all. He exuded power and he had quite the following of both men and women who, no doubt, liked to hang around the biggest bully in the yard, which he is rumored to be.

Jacob, on the other hand is described as being very mild mannered and was often the brunt of Esau’s bullying. Jacob was quite the homebody, both gentle and smart. What he did occupationally, the scriptures do not say. However, some have postulated that he tended the flocks, while others say that he “tilled the ground”. Others believe that he simply managed all the household business.

And Isaac loved Esau because he ate of his game, but Rebekah loved Jacob (verse 28) On a personal note, I often wonder if Isaac loved Esau best because of the wild game he brought him or if he ate the game because he loved him best. Either way, I think Isaac overlooked a lot of bad behavior when it came to Esau. It would appear though, that Rebekah did not have such unwavering appreciation for her elder son as to overlook his behavior. However, both his father and mother were in agreement regarding their mutual dislike of Esau’s wife. The parents strongly disapproved of the fact that he chose to marry  Hittite women who were notorious idol worshipers ( 26:34-35).

To express these relationships through a more modern paradigm, Esau was good at sports and anything related to physical activity. To use a cliche, He was the captain of every sports team, he hunted, fished, camped, climbed rocks, basically he was good at every “man” activity; you might say he was a real manly man. Now what dad isn’t going to love that, right? Jacob, on the other hand, was the nerdy type; studious, always thinking his way through life’s situations, but sports, anything outdoorsy, in fact, were definitely not his forte. Dad just didn’t know how to relate to this boy, so he basically…well, he ignored him. Mom, seeing this, compensated by being totally involved with anything he enjoyed to show him that he too, was loved. Mom didn’t like the rude, swaggering behavior of her oldest and often tried to correct him, but dad always interfered with something like, “boys will be boys, dear.”

The family dynamic is as complicated and diverse as the individuals involved. Some humorously wish to believe that all the families portrayed in the Bible were “perfect,” but that is simply not true. Some may believe that the issues within this particular family were not as negative as I have described. While it’s true that these specific people did not appear to leave behind any documentation of how things really were, we can extrapolate some subtleties that can lead us to this particular possibility.

While I do, occasionally give my thoughts and opinions, my main goal is to get you to think things through for yourself. We have spent our whole lives having people tell us what to think and what to believe; our parents, teachers, college professors, politicians, and preachers standing behind a podium. I want you to take the information I give you, perhaps add some of your own research, and stir it all together and decide from your own brain what is possible and what is not.  Consultation of the Father and determine what you think is a reasonable probability. Base your decisions on “what is written,” not what someone has told you in the past.

Next time we will be continuing on with Jacob’s life history.  Until then, may the Father rain down peace upon you and your loved ones.

I hope you are keeping up with your Truth journals; feel free to share any “truths” you have been shown.

Judaism pt 1

In my last post I shared that early on in my journey, I misinterpreted the Father’s instruction to “learn everything Hebraic” to mean “learn everything Jewish.” And so that’s exactly what I did. With (what I believed to be) my directive in mind and the resources available to me, I dug into the subject of Judaism. In today’s post, I’ll share some of the intersting discoveries I made. Though it may have been an initial sidetrack, the information proved absolutely neccessary to understanding the relationship between Judaism and Scripture itself. 

Today, Judaism is made up of three main branches or denominations: 

1. Conservative – This group, for the most part, adheres to the principles and practices of traditional Judaism. They allow, however, for certain ‘permissible’ modifications and rejections of some of the ‘old’ views. They consider the apostle Peter an example of a ‘devout’ Jew making exceptions.

2. Orthodox – This branch strictly adheres to all practices and principles of traditional Judaism. They are devout to the study of the Torah, the Sabbath, the festivals, Holy days, and the dietary laws. They strive for daily attendance of their local Synagogue.

3. Reform – Those in this group apply themselves to a religious system that is based on the Orthodox Judaism, however they frequently simplify and even outright reject many of the traditional religious laws and customs that do not fit within their modern, even secular worldview. 

In the United States, all three of these denominations are commonplace. In Israel, however, Judaism is primarily subdivided into either Orthodox or “non-religious”. The main differences between each group is based on several elements: 

1. Liturgy (whether or not they emphasize the Hebrew language).

2. Observances (Sabbath, feast days, etc.)

3. Authorship of biblical writings, textual criticisms.

4. The role of the Messiah or Messianic age.

In direct contrast to the Orthodox, the non-Orthodox have a tendency to be much more ‘liberal’ in their thinking. I learned that the term Judaism includes a religious, a cultural, and ethnic mindset. For example, it is possible for one to reject the religious aspect entirely, and still be included within the system of Judaism. 

This first dose of information was the easy part of my research. I was able to acquire it from both interviewing my Jewish friends and utilizing dictionaries to define specific terms. Still, the definitions I gathered did not satisfy the deeper questions of “how and why.”

I still needed to know: 

 1. Where and how did Judaism get started and what was its origin? 

2. What customs and traditions did they modify from and reject from Scripture and how should that effect me?

Let’s start with the origins. I went back to my Jewish friends and asked them some basic questions. Where, when and how did Judaism begin? They all gave me pretty much the same answer: Abraham.

Was Abraham a Jew? I had never really given it much thought before, but now I was giving it almost all my thoughts. After this idea was introduced, my research focused on finding out everything I could about Abraham. The first place I turned was to the scriptures. It is in Genesis 10:26 that we are first introduced to Abram. “Now Terah lived seventy years, and begot Abram, Nahor, and Haran.” They lived in Ur of the Chaldeans, which is implied in verse 28 when it speaks of Haran’s death. Then again, definitively, in verse 31 when Terah took his family out of Ur of the Chaldeans with the intention of going to Canaan, but only went as far as Haran (verse 31).

There is also an account of Abram in the book of Yasher (Jasher, as it is pronounced in the English) that tells us that his father was a well loved captain of King Nimrod and an idol worshipper. It also tells us that Abram spent most of his life in hiding with his very great (as in several generations great) grandfather, Noah. It was Noah and his son Shem who taught Abram about God. Whether this is true or not, I cannot say, as there are some scholars who give little or no credence to the historicity of the book of Yasher. However, it is an interesting read and does (in my opinion) give us valuable insight into who Abram was and what God was calling him to leave behind.

In the seventeenth chapter of Genesis God changed Abram’s name, which meant “high or exalted father” to Abraham, which means “father of many or of a multitude.” Abraham is famous for being the father of both the Hebrews (through Isaac) and Arabs (through Ishmael).

Abraham was called a Hebrew in chapter fourteen, verse thirteen. This is when Lot, his nephew was taken hostage and a person escaped and ran to Abram to tell him what had happened. “Then one who had escaped came and told Abram the Hebrew…” So now let’s look closely at the word Hebrew.

The word Hebrew means “to cross over”, or “to pass through”. In that time period it was used primarily to refer to the “crossing over” of a body of water specifically. As Abram crossed over the Euphrates River when going to Haran and then crossing back when leaving, he was now considered a Hebrew. In fact, it would appear, according to Yasher, that he crossed over more than a couple of times.

Now as the word Jew itself was not coined until the destruction of the second temple and not even used in written form until the time of King James in the early sixteen hundreds (I’ll get more into this at a later time) I determined that Abraham was not a Jew. Furthermore, based on the historical accounting of the word “Jew” we can safely assume that none of the Patriarchs were Jews either.

That would, of course, mean that Isaac, Abraham’s son was not a Jew and neither was Isaac’s son, Jacob. Jacob’s name, as we read in Genesis 32:28 was changed to Israel by the messenger of God he had wrestled with all night before meeting up with Esau, his brother. It was reiterated in Genesis 35:10 “And God said to him, ‘Your name is Jacob; your name shall not be called Jacob anymore, but Israel shall be your name.’ So he called his name Israel.”

So in summary, we have learned:

Regardless of whether a person is born a Jew or whether they have converted to Judaism at some point in their lives, Jews are broken down into two main categories; religious and non-religious. However, the non-religious still “keep” some of the same customs as the religious, just not…religiously.

Abraham, while being considered the founder of Judaism, was in fact not a Jew and neither were his son nor his grandson. At the end of this initial phase of research I came to the following conclusion: All Jews, regardless of whether they are Jew by birth or by conversion are Hebrews, but not all Hebrews are Jews.

Is There More?


First, dear brothers and sisters, I need you to understand that my purpose in bringing you this information is not to convince you to see things my way. Instead, my goal and earnest prayer is that you will acknowledge the possibility that there could be MORE to this walk of faith than you’ve been taught by pastors, churches, and theologians. I invite you to step out courageously and dare to consider the reality that maybe, just maybe we all need to dig a lot deeper into the Word of God to uncover that Truth. I strongly discourage you from sitting on the sidelines and allowing someone else to tell you what to think. Please, learn from my mistakes! We must avoid coming into Scriptural study and research with the sole purpose of proving that our entrenched beliefs and favorite teachers are correct. This attitude will only stagnate our walk and stunt our spiritual growth, preventing us from ever reaching true maturity in the faith. We all need to approach the Word with a humble heart, eager to be shaped and changed by the Truth it contains, instead of merely searching for justification to continue on just as we always have.

If you are willing to do what I have described, ask The Most High to cleanse your mind of all man-made doctrines, teachings, belief-systems and then ask HIM to be your teacher. After all, who is better qualified to teach us about His Word than the King Himself?
It’s not anyone’s job (myself especially) to convince you of anything. That task belongs to the Holy Spirit. My job, my “commission” if you will, is simply to share. That’s all I am doing here, humbly sharing what I have learned. As I travel this Path myself and try to allow the Word of God alone to shape my worldview, I continually discover just how much His Word disagrees with what I was taught for years by human teachers and doctrines of man.

If the Holy Spirit compels you to keep reading, I have one simple request. Please, take everything that I say and check out it out for yourself using HIS TRUTH alone and not man’s doctrines, as the standard. It is wise to remember that however educated or authoritative human opinions might appear, they are still vulnerable to error and deception, sometimes with dismal and tragic consequences! However, we should all be encouraged by the fact that HIS WORD can be trusted! Afterall, HIS WORD is TRUTH (John 17:17; Psalm 119: 160).

Finally, while I both accept and appreciate correction and discussion, please understand that I will not be able to engage questions or comments that endanger the environment of love, sincerity and respect that I seek to promote on this page. Hostility and hateful attitudes don’t help us learn, they only entrench us further in our own dogmatic position. I want to get you researching, thinking about and discussing the Scriptures, not arguing and bickering with me or anyone else who disagrees with you about a particular point.


Lastly, I’m going to be maintaining a high level of anonymity as I maintain this page. I’m sure this decision seems a bit unusual, but if you allow me to explain, I think my motivation will become clear. I feel like my name, gender, age, personal history, education, financial status, etc. are all irrelevant to the ultimate goal of this page. None of that matters because I want this space to be about HIM, not me. I do not study, research, write and work for my own glorification or self-worth. It is all for HIS glory and honor alone that I have created this page! I know that HE directed my decision on this particular subject and if this is how HE wants it, I am good with it.
So, from here on out, you’ll only know me by the initials KC. (I’ve always liked those letters together, so why not?) I do feel like I can tell you this much about myself, however. I have been a believer and follower of The One True God almost my whole life. HE revealed Himself to me at a very young age and has been my teacher ever since. (Though I must admit, at times I’ve been an unruly, stubborn and distracted pupil…) There were indeed times when man became my teacher and HE allowed it for a time, that is, until HE did something that changed everything, something for which I am eternally grateful. You may choose to believe or disregard what I’m about to share, but it doesn’t alter the fact that my life was permanently changed. One night, as I lay in unsuspecting slumber, HE came to me in a dream and instructed that HE wanted me to learn everything “Hebraic.” His Words were so clear and yet, that’s not how I interpreted them upon waking and contemplating my mission. I remember telling myself with emphatic resolve, “I’ve got to learn everything there is to know about being Jewish!” and set to work doing just that. It took awhile before I fully understood what HE had actually asked of me. HE wanted me to learn everything Hebraic not Jewish, but in my limited understanding at the time, I thought these two words were interchangeable. Sadly, this misunderstanding is shared commonly among most people in society today. I was to learn, however, that “Jewish” and “Hebraic” are not the same thing at all.

That was the experience which ultimately began my journey and I extend the invitation for you to start down this path for yourself. I will humbly share with you all that HE has shown me and continues to reveal as I get further down the path and deeper into His Truth, His Word.

Are you ready? If so, here is an exercise I would like you to do. Come on, let’s be doer’s of the Word and not hearers only!
Get a note book and a writing implement.

Got them? Good. Now, either look in a concordance (a lot of bibles have a small one in the back, a Strong’s is good, or you can look on the internet) for the word TRUTH as it is defined in the Scriptures. If you ask, HE will direct you to a specific scriptural citation or otherwise, you can just start at the first one listed. Write it down in the notebook and date it. Now, I want you to read it out loud. Speaking the Scriptures aloud makes them personal and more “real” in a sense. You can even add your name where it might fit or else, just mentally project your own identity into the text when you read the word “me” or “I.”

Do this at least once, every day, for the next week. Then I want you to add another “truth” verse, the new date and read it out loud every day. If you develop a sincere desire to know HIS absolute Truth and see it fully manifested in your life, you will soon recognize HIM revealing TRUTH to you…in your personal life, in the world around you, in the very words that you are reading. What ever “truth” you see I want you to write it down in your notebook and date it. I call this a Truth Journal. Just a friendly disclaimer, not all the “truths” HE shows you will be pleasant, but don’t give up! I know that you will soon be amazed by what you come to see and understand.

By the way, “soon” is a relative term. It will be a different timing for each individual, according to HIS specific timing and purpose for your life. Remain steadfast and I promise, HE will show you things that will blow your socks off!